Thursday, December 30, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Nobody has it easy. Everybody has problems whether its friends, family, school, money, food, or even shelter. You don’t know what they go through. Nobody is perfect, nobody deserves to be perfect. So before you start judging, criticizing, or mock, remember ...... everybody is fighting their own war.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
well its not exactly how i feel..
its a mixture of feeling..
lately ive been goin out again with ex..
i dunno whether im stupid or what.
i dun really know the exact feeling when im with him
all i know that he makes me happy.
happiness for me now its like my 1st priority.
ive been starting my life as a teacher
it sure is hard being a teacher
espcially practicum teacher.
neway theres up and down..
so i have to deal with it.
ive been thinking..
actually not think but
something strikes me
why do we need confirmation..
whether we are an item or not?
or is he the one for me..
or does he has the same feeling as me.
gossh lots in my mind..
everything starts with a WHY!!
if he cant think what are the situation we are in..
is it his problem or mine?
its giving me a headache..
sampai bilaa nak macam nie
i hate the fact that i cant say that i own him
and i cant say that he is my bf..
i dunn want any status or anything..
i just feel insecure plus..theres no ending to my WHY question.
at last it just stop there without any penyelesaian..
what if i start to fall for him.which sucks ouhh gosh..
i hate the feeling.of thinking he would feel the same
but the reality he doesnt..
i think i shud move on..
or else im still stuck in the same situation for two years in a row
without any confirmation or how..
it wud still be the same...nothing much change.
im like still an old teddy bear looking for his secure but then i was not meant to be with him
from the beginning.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
saja nak ckp tentang
sejak akhir2x ni
sejak cuti sem ni
sejak aku mula realize
words yg keluar dr mulut
seseorang yang significant
in ur life do matters
sometimes in ur life when u
and ingt kan something
i tend to remember words that have been uttered
by that particular person
mcm plik laaa plak aku
rase diri aku nie
ppl owes ingt muka kee
figure seseorang ke
the way he or she dress up ke
aku bley ingt at least the
most frequent words laa org tuh ckp
pada aku words are TOO POWERFUL
sbb because of words
terjadinya akad nikah
terjadinya lafaz talak
dan MACAM2 LAGIK~~~
aku pikir kalo takde words laa dalam dunia nie
macam mana eyh???
ermm sengal gak aku nie buat penat kepala otak
nie...pikir sbb mcm takde jawapan jaa...
byk daa merepek plus merapu!!!
Monday, June 21, 2010
ok laah sampai di sini sahaja..^_^
write more later
muaaaaahh to my sweethearts!!
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
im having a really messy week..
messy here..refers to my mind...my self..semua laa
lately ive been thinking a lot..
ive been crying a lot too..
ive been [termenung for quite some time jugak]
i have a problem..which i cant really stated here.
but it really affect me..
i dun have anything to mumbles..
its just that
im not in a good state...
to do anything......
i think people can see....but..
i dun want them to get involved..
they have enough problem to handle...
saya tiada mood...
Saturday, January 16, 2010
to you all....:)
pernah x terpikir...
we'll my routine sejak akhir2x nie...
among my buddies...we kinda start talking bout life...n future...
where we will be posted....sigh~~
out of my counciousness.....i rase tak sedap hati...
really really dunno what to expect..
i dun even know whose my future husband..where i;am going to spend my whole life with him..
really really speechless...
termenung jap...kadang2x terpk.. gak....am i dat old to be thiking about all this stuff?? or it is about time to get mature...hhahah
im soo not MATURE...
obviously..my first aim...i want graduate..
kadang2x berimpian nnt graduate...ade bersama org tersayang[family & boyfriend] berangan ja....calon pon tak de...akuh rasa at that time it wud be ok to have someone special by ur side..its gonna be a sweet memory...:)
we'll thats just my angan2x..kalo di makbul kan...amin!!!
alright...talking bout future makes me dizzy...MIGRAINE..haha..
gossshh time flies..next semester i'l be doin my practical..as real teacher ..
yikes!! it strikes..me btol ke jadik teacher nie hehe...
i cant wait for tomorrow!!..[going to FRIM]
bangun awal nak masak bihun...yeay!!! picnic time!!!
bye my dearest reader!!..
will write more.,...
huugs n kissess..
Sunday, January 10, 2010
- 1=i dun want to procrastinate my work.. which i usually do..[bad bad habit]
- 2=i need to loose my weight I'm FAT huuhu..[gain confidence huahauh]
- 3=may be work smart to improve my grades..which had fallen deep deep into the hole.
- 4=be more care full with my words..coz not all people can accept the way we portrays our words
- 5=call my mum n dad at least once a week...[i need to promise my self.coz sometimes i got carried away with my works...]
- 6=LESS SINS..may be..be more of muslimah lengkapkn pe yg wajib...sbg insan bergelar Islam.
- 7=be more thrifty perhaps.....but i cant help it I SOOO LOVE SHOPPING!! esp hangbags n shoes..
- 8=love??steady love perhaps..may be i will be ready this year..to open up my heart to love someone...[pray for me yeah]
- 9=be more grateful with what i have......kurang kan merungut...[i sometimes hate my self...i always want more.....sigh~~ manusia kan..]
- 10= save money.......i want holiday!! with my guppies..since this wud the last full year wie would be together!!..muaaaaaaaahh.....love them soo much..it hurts!