Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
im having a really messy week..
messy here..refers to my mind...my self..semua laa
lately ive been thinking a lot..
ive been crying a lot too..
ive been [termenung for quite some time jugak]
i have a problem..which i cant really stated here.
but it really affect me..
i dun have anything to mumbles..
its just that
im not in a good state...
to do anything......
i think people can see....but..
i dun want them to get involved..
they have enough problem to handle...
saya tiada mood...
Saturday, January 16, 2010
to you all....:)
pernah x terpikir...
we'll my routine sejak akhir2x nie...
among my buddies...we kinda start talking bout life...n future...
where we will be posted....sigh~~
out of my counciousness.....i rase tak sedap hati...
really really dunno what to expect..
i dun even know whose my future husband..where i;am going to spend my whole life with him..
really really speechless...
termenung jap...kadang2x terpk.. gak....am i dat old to be thiking about all this stuff?? or it is about time to get mature...hhahah
im soo not MATURE...
obviously..my first aim...i want graduate..
kadang2x berimpian nnt graduate...ade bersama org tersayang[family & boyfriend] berangan ja....calon pon tak de...akuh rasa at that time it wud be ok to have someone special by ur side..its gonna be a sweet memory...:)
we'll thats just my angan2x..kalo di makbul kan...amin!!!
alright...talking bout future makes me dizzy...MIGRAINE..haha..
gossshh time flies..next semester i'l be doin my practical..as real teacher ..
yikes!! it strikes..me btol ke jadik teacher nie hehe...
i cant wait for tomorrow!!..[going to FRIM]
bangun awal nak masak bihun...yeay!!! picnic time!!!
bye my dearest reader!!..
will write more.,...
huugs n kissess..
Sunday, January 10, 2010
- 1=i dun want to procrastinate my work.. which i usually do..[bad bad habit]
- 2=i need to loose my weight I'm FAT huuhu..[gain confidence huahauh]
- 3=may be work smart to improve my grades..which had fallen deep deep into the hole.
- 4=be more care full with my words..coz not all people can accept the way we portrays our words
- 5=call my mum n dad at least once a week...[i need to promise my self.coz sometimes i got carried away with my works...]
- 6=LESS SINS..may be..be more of muslimah lengkapkn pe yg wajib...sbg insan bergelar Islam.
- 7=be more thrifty perhaps.....but i cant help it I SOOO LOVE SHOPPING!! esp hangbags n shoes..
- 8=love??steady love perhaps..may be i will be ready this year..to open up my heart to love someone...[pray for me yeah]
- 9=be more grateful with what i have......kurang kan merungut...[i sometimes hate my self...i always want more.....sigh~~ manusia kan..]
- 10= save money.......i want holiday!! with my guppies..since this wud the last full year wie would be together!!..muaaaaaaaahh.....love them soo much..it hurts!