Thursday, December 10, 2009

n.e.r.v.o.u.s b.r.e.a.k.d.o.w.n

its the season again.........


nothing much to say
my life??


especially when ur b.r.o.k.e

i dunno when is the allowance goi9ng to be out...

feels like shopping

its weird..
when u dont have the money in the bank...
ur desire to shop till u drop sgt tinggi.

tapi da "drop" so mcm mana nak shop...kan..

i'am still at home..

unfortunately everything is cancel especially the vacation part..
everyone is b.u.s.y
next week i'll be heading to Malacca for 5 days i think laa its for my cuzzie's weddings...
hopefully it will turn out the way she wants it to be..amin..

sometimes my days are brighten by my so called virtual friend...fafa..
coz everytime when its holiday..i'l be connected to her.
since she has internet connection its much much easier to gossips....if not
im left a.l.o.n.e..
 thats all from me..

take care 

muahh n hugsss...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

sunday = car wash n polish day...

alrite its sundae...

ermm yummy wud it be..

my sunday..i woke up as early as 6 o'clock in the morning..

quite early in holidays season..but then have to..

my mum is going to kl around 10..and kinda need to help out..iron her mum is having her exam on Monday..wishing her all the best..:)

my whole family is furthering their study..its a healthy way of dad finishes his phd..which me, my self didnt know that now he is known as, until i pick up a call and it was adress like this"may i speak to Dr..please??huh? i was shocked..whose in my family is a  dr?? far as im concern my mum do work with hospital thinggy...but shes statistician not a aware of that..haha....

then..time tuh laaa bru i dad so proud of him.i see him as someone who almost complete his life..especially in education hes gone thru many experiences.he also gives me advices which i think im very lucky..:)..neway, way to go DAD!!..u've cross the limit..!!success..and its time for me??


arini....lepas sent my mum for her flight ..I came back home...ingt nak berehat ngntok serius...tak tahan mata nie..then my dad ajak basuh kereta and polish...gille kan penat...saket belakang nie..sape nak urut??ishh....tak pe..seronok main air haha...tapi panas laa...:P berjemur sket..haha neway i had fun spending time with dad..he taught me some stuff bout cars..the maintainance and everything..minyak hitam..carburator, air filter...macam2x lagik..if i dun start spending time with my dad...bila lagik kan...lepas nie da nak naek semester...which i seldom balek jb..but again my dad always still his little gurl haha...sbb ada nyamuk td ..i mmg enenmy ngn nyamuk..takkkk suke.,dr kecik my dad kata i mmg ngn nyamuk berjodoh...nyamuk ska i.. huhu

I had a great day so far...

now im getting a bit dizzy da mula ngntok...haha

i'll write more...muaaahh love n hugs muaahhh xoxo

p/s:saya seram sejuk laaaaa huhu result nak kuar


Friday, December 4, 2009

an hour I swallowed a lot of things

hello everyone..

hopes everything is ok...

well,from the title u wud figure out that..

its all about things ive been eating..

am i rite?? was all about the "looong chat"between me my brother and my mum...

it was a great chat has been a looong time we havent get to do all this family things..


i misseddd it soo much 

it made

me CRY.......

i cried was a mixture of feelin joy happiness and

we kinda discuss about what were going through lately.. in terms of..way of life..

my life

my brother's life

my mum and dad....

what's basically on their mind..right now..especially when "we"refers to me n my bro,are not at home..and how things change to better or worse..

it was more like a reflection..that only family can discuss about it..[i think u noe what i mean]..we also touches  on the sensitive how well im doing in do i bring my self to the society n more...

my brother got his "highlights"...smoking of course..we didnt blame on him for everything he does..we basically talk it out..without any anger or sense of biasness...luckily it work out perfectly...syukur alhamdulillah..:)..hopefully he will keep his promises...i noe i will keep mine..

one thing that made me laugh...when my mum told me..that my dad went to "watson"just look for the price of my toiletries..haha funny sgt..sbb i told my was quite expensive..i didnt know he would go all that way..paling lawak..die ckp mahal...Loreal shampoo nie...heheh pastu told my mum..anak kita ske kot barang mahal..haha..luckily..he was not angry he was just too curious when i told him,,"jadik perempuan ayah byk gak guna duet"...i had a concrete reason...why i choose that brand..its not because i like branded things but..for the time being it suits me..may be i'll change..and it last longer..i can guarantee u that.:)

today was the first day my mum is actually at home..ouhh yeah..loads of thing happens..includes "mother and daughter talk" hahah....selalunya banyak pekara KANTOI time nie...haha pdan muka..i can never really hides things from my mum,SHE JUST KNOWS ME BETTER....haha

alrite i will stop here...

write more later....

p/s:craving for cookies and creme ice cream..yummy!!!

take care..

xoxox muaaah n hugs to u..all


Thursday, December 3, 2009

my days in..lorong datuk menteri....

hello people..

(lorong dato'menteri refers to my house)

yeah..great it's December..end of the year,,,

new year is coming,...again with new stuff new strength...and........

NEW ME!!! single and available....hahah...

i do love being single coz u can have the worlds to you...yet

the feelin of lonely....yeahh...i couldnt agree devastating but ive gone through the bitter and sweet of it... occupied...che waah...:) i dun have an official bf..but if u guys perasan ive been mentioning...great friend n sweetheart....that particular person is very near to my heart..we dun give title to our what so ever relationship...but that particular person knows where he/she is in my heart n do he/she...well mostly the rest we keep to our self...

what I can tell you he/she made my day everyday....sweet as honey.,.che waahh jiwang lak....:)..

life now??its very as always my life starts at 10'clock in the loving the spacious and tak menyakitkan belakang...bed,for the past few days ive been busy in teh evening cooking for dinner..yeahh..sometimes im proud of my self how i managed to cook all sort of dishes..nobody taught me how to cook..well i just do..i loove cooking....inherit from my mum may be laa..but still amateur...haha...

since my life is a bit boring nowadays...ive been thinking to dye my hair...i mean totally dye it..all over...but dunno what colour...still looking through few hair colour dat wud suits my skin..and i want everything colour..even my nails....haha ive been wanting and adore orange...i mean like tangerine methalic woweee it must be food sells the best of it..all of these wildest dream need to put aside BROKE money in bank in the pocket also..haha

ouh yeah this week its all about afraid the result is gonna be out anytime hate the feelin..all i can pray for is..yg terbaik....dats all...lulus dgn the readers out there...pray for me will ya??....thank u.

alrite...enough of me mumblim crappin...

im sad hockey is not one of the koke in UM...huhu gonna be soo indulge in GAMELAN..believe it or taking it ....for next semester...yeay!!! main ketuk2x ilang tension che waaaaah!!!..

muaaahh hugs n u all..

take care..have a great day ahead!!

create more memories for 2009...before it leaves us...