im DEAD BORED!!!
mode: im doomed
orite its like this
i started to like someone lately...
yeah..really2x open it to someone
it was a great feeling
it was sensational
it was joyful
it was fruitful i think....
every morning i got a message
its sort of like wake up call for me
well thats what i considered
Everytime I got the message I smiled
u noe how good it feel
when every morning u start ur day with a smile
on your face.it could really affect ur whole day!
it was only for a while..
the joyfulnes of a feelin
liking someone stumbled in the middle of the road
it was not long
that i realized...
luckily i was back in my reality world..
i must be thankful to GOD
did not fall for him so hard that it will hurt.
it was my fault for liking him
i dunno how he could treat people so nice
and its so wrong for not falling for him
for like the first time
i trusted my instinct
deep in my heart says that....
hes not into u..hes just using u to get to know
unluckily ITS TRUE!!
on that day nite to be exact.
that i used to have erm "that feeling"
but not for me
but for my friend.
my heart fell into pieces
i shud have known ...
that person kept asking me bout
im glad i can act normal
as if i was not heart broken...
[im not supposed to be heart broken n its not his fault]
i didnt even shed a tears..
strong headed gurl i'am
sometimes it sucks the hell out of me
because at that particular of time
all i wanted to do is
yelled at him!!!
"can you seeeeee im falling for you n i like you!!"
but the person that particular person was rooting
was NOT ME.
i think i could understand why..
i dont have what it takes!
but i do have
a HEART that is yet to be cherished n appreciated.