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its really is hard when you got nothing to do at home

like seriusly...

im DEAD BORED!!!

ok??

mode: im doomed

orite its like this

i started to like someone lately...

yeah..really2x open it to someone

it was a great feeling

it was sensational

it was joyful

it was fruitful i think....

every morning i got a message

its sort of like wake up call for me

well thats what i considered

Everytime I got the message I smiled

u noe how good it feel

when every morning u start ur day with a smile

on your face.it could really affect ur whole day!

unfortunately.........

it was only for a while..

the joyfulnes of a feelin

liking someone stumbled in the middle of the road

it was not long

that i realized...

luckily i was back in my reality world..

i must be thankful to GOD

for i

did not fall for him so hard that it will hurt.

it was my fault for liking him

"dalam diam"

i dunno how he could treat people so nice

and its so wrong for not falling for him

for like the first time

i trusted my instinct

deep in my heart says that....

hes not into u..hes just using u to get to know

ur friend.

unluckily ITS TRUE!!

on that day nite to be exact.

that person

that i used to have erm "that feeling"

confessed..

but not for me

but for my friend.

my heart fell into pieces

i shud have known ...

that person kept asking me bout

my friend..

mostly everything.

im glad i can act normal

as if i was not heart broken...

[im not supposed to be heart broken n its not his fault]

im strong..

i didnt even shed a tears..

strong headed gurl i'am

sometimes it sucks the hell out of me

because at that particular of time

all i wanted to do is

yelled at him!!!

"can you seeeeee im falling for you n i like you!!"

but the person that particular person was rooting

was NOT ME.

i think i could understand why..

i dont have what it takes!

"beauty"

but i do have

"heart"

a HEART that is yet to be cherished n appreciated.

~pen off~

(withloveriena)