Congratulation MALAYSIA TIGERS!!!

tahniah kepada wira-wira MALAYSIA!!

proud of u guys!!

[withloveriena]

p/s: amar rohidan is cute!!

freakin mad

[withloveriena]

p/s: i fucking hate backstabber

fighting in their own war

Nobody has it easy. Everybody has problems whether its friends, family, school, money, food, or even shelter. You don’t know what they go through. Nobody is perfect, nobody deserves to be perfect. So before you start judging, criticizing, or mock, remember ...... everybody is fighting their own war.

[withloveriena]

fakta hidup

[withloveriena]

p/s: The fact that I need to accept :(

t.r.u.e

withloveriena


p/s: lame xupdate blog...

reflect m.e

"Relationships are like glass.

Sometimes it's better to leave them broken

than try to hurt yourself

putting it back together"

insecurity

from the topic of my blog u wud guess why..
well its not exactly how i feel..
for now
its a mixture of feeling..
lately ive been goin out again with ex..
i dunno whether im stupid or what.
i dun really know the exact feeling when im with him
all i know that he makes me happy.
happiness for me now its like my 1st priority.

ive been starting my life as a teacher
it sure is hard being a teacher
espcially practicum teacher.
neway theres up and down..
so i have to deal with it.

ive been thinking..
actually not think but
something strikes me
why do we need confirmation..
whether we are an item or not?
or is he the one for me..
or does he has the same feeling as me.
gossh lots in my mind..
everything starts with a WHY!!
if he cant think what are the situation we are in..
is it his problem or mine?
its giving me a headache..
sampai bilaa nak macam nie
i hate the fact that i cant say that i own him
and i cant say that he is my bf..
i dunn want any status or anything..
i just feel insecure plus..theres no ending to my WHY question.
at last it just stop there without any penyelesaian..
trouble me!
what if i start to fall for him.which sucks ouhh gosh..
i hate the feeling.of thinking he would feel the same
but the reality he doesnt..

anyway..
im stuck..
stupid me....
i think i shud move on..
or else im still stuck in the same situation for two years in a row
without any confirmation or how..
it wud still be the same...nothing much change.
im like still an old teddy bear looking for his secure but then i was not meant to be with him
from the beginning.

till then

~withloveriena~

WORDS

hari ini
saja nak ckp tentang
"words"

sejak akhir2x ni
sejak cuti sem ni
sejak aku mula realize
laa
words yg keluar dr mulut
seseorang yang significant
in ur life do matters

sometimes in ur life when u
duduk diam2x
and ingt kan something
or somewhat
i tend to remember words that have been uttered
by that particular person

mcm plik laaa plak aku
rase diri aku nie
ppl owes ingt muka kee
figure seseorang ke
the way he or she dress up ke
tp...

aku bley ingt at least the
most frequent words laa org tuh ckp

lagik satu....
pada aku words are TOO POWERFUL

sbb because of words
terjadinya cerita
terjadinya gossip
terjadinya fitnah
terjadinya pergaduhan
terjadinya tangisan
terjadinya pertemuan
terjadinya perpisahan
terjadinya pertengkaran
terjadinya akad nikah
terjadinya lafaz talak

dan MACAM2 LAGIK~~~

aku pikir kalo takde words laa dalam dunia nie
macam mana eyh???

ermm sengal gak aku nie buat penat kepala otak
nie...pikir sbb mcm takde jawapan jaa...

okeh laaa
pen off
byk daa merepek plus merapu!!!
hahaha

xoxo

[withloveriena]

GIRLS DAY OUT!!

hye hye hye

im chirpy today

well thats what my brother said to me

soory bro klo annoying hahha

kali nie post its about my girls

my hometown sweethearts

lets introduce chewaaah

we called 5 serangkai,,,

bila gabung nama kiterog..

ia akan jadik

E.I.S.Y.A

stands for

E- ENGKU

I- IZZA

S- SHERYN (aku)

Y- YAT

A- ALONG

see..best kan hehe

we refer our self as eisya..one word

its easier..aite..

on saturday.....we all agreed laa to hangout

at first we decided to go out as early as 11 am but then

something caught up, engku was not available at that time,along also and yat..

yup yup! so left me with izza.

we plan n plan...naseb baek jadik kuar kalo x sia sia saja..

buat plan mcm2x hehe

we meet up kat ANGSANA

to make things easier

we drove our own car..

then we headed to JUSCO bukit indah..

we had our lunch..

o0o sedap sgguh yee mee black pepper..:)

it was quite far from ANGSANA

tp tak pee jalan jaa hehe

pada aku drive kat area Johor nie lagik mencabar hehe

pening sat kepala aku...jalan bercelaru..

around 5 we headed to tampoi post office thats where Engku kerja

pick her up and headed to Along's house..

basically most of the time i spent driving on the road hahah

From Along house..semua decided to car pool in my car.

sumbat laaa 5 org haha

naseb semua comel2x kecik2x

hehe

bincang punya bincang

akhirnyaaaaaaaaa!!!

pergi laa PELANGI...

haha nak ber REDBOX...

tup tup tup

harga KEBAAAAABOOOM!! mahai g2

hehe daa laa kering poket niii

soo tak jadi...

satu kepale rm 34++ gille kan..

soo semua decided....

pergi ke ANGSANA...

u noe what....pusing punya pusing,,,,

akhirnyaa

last resort.............ANGSANA jugak!!!

kat situ..murah sket

dia tak kira kepala but per hour laaa.

sumbat sejutaa org pon bley
hehe

its like rm18 per hour...

we sang for two hours..

SAKET TEKAK OK!!!

hehe

ok laah sampai di sini sahaja..^_^
write more later
muaaaaahh to my sweethearts!!

[withloveriena]

E.M.O BOLA

hello everyone..

from the title u wud know

why i wanna blog this..

sekarang kan musim bola,

i cant deny im in loveeeeee with fifa..

[hot guys also]

buat mata tak berkelip sat tgk kaca tv.

smlm tgk laa bola

BRAZIL VS IVORY COAST

3-1

woweeeee heybat kan.

stay up until 4;30 a.m

haha

it was worth it

but the thing is yang wat aku

PANAS!!!!

the referee sent off KAKA WITH RED CARD!!!

gilla ape...the IC was playing rude at first place

i mmg tak salute laa men2x kotor plus kasar ni

kesian glerrr kat KAKA...

huhu

tapi aku yakin..

they are gonna be ok!

tak adil laaaaaaaa

uhuhu

IT WAS NEEDLESS!!!

neway best jugak emo2x tgk bola nie..

hahah

[withloveriena]

bila tiba masanya

"saya

yakin

suatu hari

nanti

saya

akan

kecapi

segulung

ijazah"

mengapa tetibe hatiku

berkata begitu..

aku termimpi smlm

aku da konvo

haha pliklaa

tetibe termimpi

muka ibu dan ayah

tersenyum

dan mencium

dan peluk

aku..

aku rasa sgt sgt bahagia

perasaan yang

TIADA NILAINYA..

aku dpt bayangkan

tahun depan...

bakal berakhir

6 tahun belajar...

aku cuma berharap

di saat akhir aku

meniti hidup sbg seorang pelajar

rakan kpd kawan2x aku

yg tramat aku sayangi

[6 tahun babe bukan nya 6 saat]

truly gonna missh every moment that

we had together..

aku rasa mcm nak mimpi lagik

bahagia..mengalir tears of happiness n joy.

BEGITU INDAH MIMPI

harap2x

reality yang bakal tiba

akn lebey

INDAH DAN BERMAKNA...

AMIN.

InsyaALLAH

S.A.B.A.R

[withloveriena]

BINGIT

hello....

its been quite sumtime aite

tak mengupdate blog nie

yeay been quite busy laa lately

for this post i aint gonna write much

coz hati panas

kepala panas

badan panas

segala panas

type pon nga panas hati

aku kekadang bingit irritated annoying

SGT SGT SGT!!

ade laa manusia or hamba ALLAH..

ni mula nya

i was in a good mood

but

then bertukar jadi hulk

setelah manusia tuh tanya aku

mcm ni......"ryn,pe maksud la la la ________[certain word in BI laa].

i was not sure because

in english there aRe several words have same spelling but with different pronunciation n meanings..

so i asked again...in what content is it..

i ask that person to put it in a sentence.

so by doing dat i wud know the meaning of it....

AND YOU KNOW what the fuck that person said back to me????

"KATA AMEK TESL..TAK KAN WORDS MCM TUH pon tak ley taw maksudnya"

pergh bengang gilaaaa..

plak tuh di tambah......"kata cikgu Bahasa Inggeris.."

time tuh

aku bengang daa tp

aku senyum jaa..

mlas nak amek port.....

bukan nak ungkit laa

keje2x ko dulu aku jugak yg tolong wt kan

entah paham ke x...serius

manusia mmg tak pernah bersyukur..

aku punya laa tanya baek jaa

kena HAMBUR mcm tuh

len kali rajen2x laaa bkak dictionary......

hahaha

pndaii sgt kan..jgn tnya org..

BANGANG!!

at last aku

blahhhh je mcm tuh.....

malas nk layan......

paling menyampah org macam tuh.........

sekian......

pen down

[withloveriena]

life for now

mode: insomnia

lately I cant really get my eyes to close

because it just wont

every single day i would be

shutting my eyes or more forcing it

to shut around 4.am

im cherishing every single moment

with my family

they heals my wound, they make me smile

we'll mum is being my guardian angel

she gave the best advice in the world

shes just the bestest mum that one's wud ever want to have!

two days before i had a really really really really scary nightmare..

oohh gosh...i was sweating like hell when i got up

from sleep...creepy..:|

yikes! ...

everything seems to go well now..

im in love with cooking lately..

baking to be exact haha

it makes me worried haha

u know why? because i always cook

when im nervous..

i couldnt figure out!!!!

what am i nervous about anyway...hummmmp.

few pictures..coming ur way...haha

cant upload pictures..my hp da mati

not charge yet..

ok for now

pen off

enjoy ur holiday!!

love the people that matters to u..:)

(withloveriena)

perasaan perasan

its really is hard when you got nothing to do at home

like seriusly...

im DEAD BORED!!!

ok??

mode: im doomed

orite its like this

i started to like someone lately...

yeah..really2x open it to someone

it was a great feeling

it was sensational

it was joyful

it was fruitful i think....

every morning i got a message

its sort of like wake up call for me

well thats what i considered

Everytime I got the message I smiled

u noe how good it feel

when every morning u start ur day with a smile

on your face.it could really affect ur whole day!

unfortunately.........

it was only for a while..

the joyfulnes of a feelin

liking someone stumbled in the middle of the road

it was not long

that i realized...

luckily i was back in my reality world..

i must be thankful to GOD

for i

did not fall for him so hard that it will hurt.

it was my fault for liking him

"dalam diam"

i dunno how he could treat people so nice

and its so wrong for not falling for him

for like the first time

i trusted my instinct

deep in my heart says that....

hes not into u..hes just using u to get to know

ur friend.

unluckily ITS TRUE!!

on that day nite to be exact.

that person

that i used to have erm "that feeling"

confessed..

but not for me

but for my friend.

my heart fell into pieces

i shud have known ...

that person kept asking me bout

my friend..

mostly everything.

im glad i can act normal

as if i was not heart broken...

[im not supposed to be heart broken n its not his fault]

im strong..

i didnt even shed a tears..

strong headed gurl i'am

sometimes it sucks the hell out of me

because at that particular of time

all i wanted to do is

yelled at him!!!

"can you seeeeee im falling for you n i like you!!"

but the person that particular person was rooting

was NOT ME.

i think i could understand why..

i dont have what it takes!

"beauty"

but i do have

"heart"

a HEART that is yet to be cherished n appreciated.

~pen off~

(withloveriena)

kau buat aku "tersenyum"

[senyum...time nga type post nie]

it was like lateee at night..

it was like the time when u put ur head

and start to wonder about life

how things should go...

what if i have chosen to be this way n that way

it was the time where most of us do reflection upon ourselves

to be honest...

for me it was the time

when a sudden tears came rolling down..

it just wont stop

it just continue n continues...

even sometimes a simple song on the radio

can make me relate to all different event in my life.

whether it already happened or not

its funny! coz i tend to be emotional when im on my own.

it can be really absurd ..u know...haha

at that time when ur alone in ur bed

u start to critic ur own self..

as for me.such as."bila mahu kurus?"

"sapa nak budak gemuk mcm ni?"

yeah...something like that..

call me a weirdo or anything,,

but thats usually what i do..

SUDDENLY out of no where...

while i was "doing those stuff that i mentioned above"

i got a message.......

a meaningful one I MUST SAY.....

in a state of shocked!!

it goes like this......

"1yr 7months and this tiny lil heart still beats for you and i hope it will,

for the rest of our live together"

i was smiling......it was the SWEETEST message...:)

thank u to that particular person...

how a simple message could give an impact to ur self..sigh~

HOW BOUT YOU??

dont u have any habit before u go to sleep..

coretan manis di kala malam...

(withloveriena)

lets get it started.

hello people..

its been ages....

tak update..benda nie.

been quite busy..bukan quite kot.

MMG busy.

nie tgh holiday so i got the chance to stay up

and mumble some stuff here.

i really miss blogging..

my life so far...

its been great!!

im in my new house..

its not too big but i think my family

we are fated to own n live in this house

i simply adore and loving it!!

yeah!! for the past few weeks ive been busy

helping out doing some spring cleaning

gettin rid of stuff that i dun want.

(muscle pain...tremendously!!ok!!)

im totally glad that ..

i finally have streamyx in my own house

i get tired of broadbands huhu

like the one i used before in my previous house

thanks mum and dad!!

orite got to go!

my tummy buat hal jaa lately huhu

tired of going to toilet back n forth..

later i'll write some more

muaaahh

take care

(withloveriena)

~mumbling~

salam to all..

yeah its been quite sometimes

i tak menulis di sini...

yup yup..

lame giller rase....

lagik2x sejak ada allowance...

nothing seems to bother anymore..

u noe what..nak pergi shopping......

tapi tiada NAFSU to do so.

laying around here....[home currently]

it makes me safe..

knowing that i dun need to worry bout my safety...

the world is kinda cruel nowadays..snatchers are everywhere...huhu

my head is saying no..my heart is saying yes..

i dun really get it..i mean the tempo..

kadang2x mahu memberi jawapan

kadang2x mahu saje tiap hari yg berlalu...

tanpa jawapan yg pasti..

aku tahu...something is bothering me...i hate to say

its really really bothering me.... sigh~

its a decision i need to make..

but in the end if i do..

make that decision..

im afraid im going to regret.

we never know what is install for us....

the minute i post my entry...

the hours passing by without doing anything..

the days i will be facing...

the weeks full of unexpected things to happen...

c.l.u.e.l.e.s.s....

I'AM.....

right now....im just hoping for the best...

whatever it is...

i hope it will be good to me ;)

to the people that cared

have cared

still cared ...

forever cared about me

I really heart u all so much..!!!

sincerity is the key to any kind of relationship...

bye peoples

hugs n kissess

[withloveriena]

perasaan

hello people...

im having a really messy week..

messy here..refers to my mind...my self..semua laa

lately ive been thinking a lot..

ive been crying a lot too..

ive been [termenung for quite some time jugak]

i have a problem..which i cant really stated here.

but it really affect me..

emotionally

physically......

i dun have anything to mumbles..

its just that

im not in a good state...

to do anything......

i think people can see....but..

i dun want them to get involved..

they have enough problem to handle...

oraite..

till then..

saya tiada mood...

sekian

[withloveriena]

tidak sedap hati

hello salam 

to you all....:)

pernah x terpikir...

pasal jodoh??

we'll my routine sejak akhir2x nie...

among my buddies...we kinda start talking bout life...n future...

where we will be posted....sigh~~

out of my counciousness.....i rase tak sedap hati...

really really dunno what to expect..

i dun even know whose my future husband..where i;am going to spend my whole life with him..

really really speechless...

termenung jap...kadang2x terpk.. gak....am i dat old to be thiking about all this stuff?? or it is about time to get mature...hhahah

im soo not MATURE...

obviously..my first aim...i want graduate..

kadang2x berimpian nnt graduate...ade bersama org tersayang[family & boyfriend] berangan ja....calon pon tak de...akuh rasa at that time it wud be ok to have someone special by ur side..its gonna be a sweet memory...:)

we'll thats just my angan2x..kalo di makbul kan...amin!!!

alright...talking bout future makes me dizzy...MIGRAINE..haha..

gossshh time flies..next semester i'l be doin my practical..as real teacher ..

yikes!! it strikes..me btol ke jadik teacher nie hehe...

i cant wait for tomorrow!!..[going to FRIM]

bangun awal nak masak bihun...yeay!!! picnic time!!!

bye my dearest reader!!..

till then..

will write more.,...

huugs n kissess..

[withloveriena]

content

ai everyone..

salam to you all..

yup!!

it weekend...

im a homey type of person..

i can just stay laying on my bed for the rest of d day.

its not productive i noe..

but then

that's the only thing u can do when

ur money is OUT...

I MEAN REALLY REALLY OUT...

so life is unpredictable..

u can always plan what u want.

usually what u have planned so well

doesnt work out so

im really in a state where i dun plan..

may be for this year..

sick of planning..n things just dun go ur way..[tired of it]

people kept asking me whats my resolution for this year..

okeh..for ur info..basically i wanted to renew my resolution ..

haha

• 1=i dun want to procrastinate my work.. which i usually do..[bad bad habit]
• 2=i need to loose my weight I'm FAT huuhu..[gain confidence huahauh]
• 3=may be work smart to improve my grades..which had fallen deep deep into the hole.
• 4=be more care full with my words..coz not all people can accept the way we portrays our words
• 5=call my mum n dad at least once a week...[i need to promise my self.coz sometimes i got carried away with my works...]
• 6=LESS SINS..may be..be more of muslimah lengkapkn pe yg wajib...sbg insan bergelar Islam.
• 7=be more thrifty perhaps.....but i cant help it I SOOO LOVE SHOPPING!! esp hangbags n shoes..
• 8=love??steady love perhaps..may be i will be ready this year..to open up my heart to love someone...[pray for me yeah]
• 9=be more grateful with what i have......kurang kan merungut...[i sometimes hate my self...i always want more.....sigh~~ manusia kan..]
• 10= save money.......i want holiday!! with my guppies..since this wud the last full year wie would be together!!..muaaaaaaaahh.....love them soo much..it hurts!

alright ...enough of me mumbling..

i just hope i can at least achieve..half of it..

it wud be great..:)

ok time to go...

muaaaaaaaahh!

[withloveriena]

saya dan hidup

salam.

lama tidak ku jenguk...

blog aku nie..

da nak sem..

semakin busy..laaa...

laptop time2x camnie laa wat hal..

kadang2x tak paham ..

hidup slaloonya

jackpot....

sabar sahaja mampu..

its already the second week of my new semester...

so far so good..

started my new year...with all the good hopes..

semoga aku di rahmati selalu...

aku rasa macam tenang pon ada..

tak pedulikan sgt sekeliling..

just living my life..

alhamdulillah...akuh da settle appeal paper resource ku yg jackpot.

sekarang tggal berdoa smoge result akuh lebih baek..[AMIN]

thanks kat kawan akuh kilod..teman akuh turun naek..SKET

gilaa laa ari pertama of new sem. busy gille..

im hoping for a great sem..

n lulus dgn baeknya...semester ini......

tahun baru....pe azam?eyh?

renew jaa kot..

k laaaaah people will update..later

salam...

muaah muahh...

[withloveriena]