the shirt used to be his now its forever minehye u all..
hopes everbody is doin just fine...out there..
ive been thru a hard time lately..some personal problem to handle..huh but im glad i finally pull my self together..and just face the situation...huhu..for the people that knows what im facing..im sooo thankful...for all of you....for being there,...tp support and console me in n out....ooh ya...i really dooo appreciate it....goshh!!! to "her"for facing the same situation as me...wishing u all the best....n i noe time will heal but...while it heal it hurts big time mama!!....may be god have a better plan for me..i keep repeating to my self..that whatever happen..theres always a reason..its fate..n im fate to be in this situation...i always remember what my mum said "tuhan akan menduga kiter dgn dugaaan yg mampu kiter...tanggung"...he knows whats the best for me.. may be this is just part of life...
theres is always ups n downs...huh..its has been soo tough for me for the whole week..especially the first week of semester break where..i need to face my family with this fake happy face..just to make sure they wont be worried..they have other stuff an important stuff to deal with...what makes it harder is to pretend to be okeh instead ur not..goshh..been there done that!! huhu
sux sux sux.....life just sux soooooo much....i need to prepare my self for the worse when the smester begin on the 29th of dec...huh..face the person that i used to call him the manje2x nickname u all pown taw kn...heheh..now..i need to kol him.....tuuuutt...huhu
i noe its not only me who needs to face this situation...but im a gurl i tend to be emotional...too emo i can say... to make things worse....mcm mane nk biaser kn dri nie....huhu da lah die tempat mengadu issssshh..mmg i manje ngn dier je..huhuh...im sooo gonna missh the moment we spend together..oh no!! im not gonna start writing all the sweet stuff ive gone thru with him tooo many....kalo nk kire almost 4 years...termasuk...relationship as frens huhuh..
mmg kalo nk cter....tak muat satu post nie berjela2x lagik i akn tulis....
the truth is now.................................................
I MISSSSSS HIM SOOOOO MUCH !!!!
kalo nk ekot kn.....mmg post nie nk cter tntg ape i buat during holidays but nvm......ble da stat ckp pasai emo emo ni mmg tak kn henti..
now i keep listening too leona lewis- better in time....
sbb lagu nie mmg org kater ngam ho! sgt ngn mood akiuh skrunk huhuh....
ok lah too much of emotional talk here...
gtg..pray for me...so that i have the strength to move on....with my life...
nobody noes everything seems to be sooo perfect....but then ....at the end u will never noe wat will happen....
HE IS MY HAPPINESS...........huhu
toodle.....
~withloveryna~
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