.devastating ending....of 2008

assalamualaikum..to all the readers..
its been quite some time i didnt write anything here..
well actually there is a reason..a cponcrete reason..huhuhu
penah dgr kn "dr mane kiter datang di situ jua kiter kembali..

sebenar benar benar nyer..

tanggal 29th of dec...hari yg mengejutkn..akuh terime panggilan dr ibuku melalui nphone my dad..i dunno but..since yesterday hati tak sedap u noe wat...byk benda i nk wat tak jadik..n sometime ke hulu ke hilir..mcm org hilang arah...huhu..see people said we cant trust.."gerak hati"but then..what i went thru was totally opposite..sedeyh tak terkater..shock kelu..blurr...dgr swore ibu dekat telephone..pown hati i tak sedap..bunyi nye mcm nie..."akak...atok da tak de kak...atok cik anis da tak de.."her voice bercampur ngn tangisan yg tak henti2x.akuh kelu sgt!!.time tu i was at times square..to be precise*i kuar ngn erma nk watch moveee with her kakak (alang).i trus rush..balek..bintang mas*kondoku*my mum kater abg long akn amek n trus balek kluang..dlm teksi i mmg tak dapat tahan kesdihan...crying crying..sedeyh sgt!!!..lost someone i truly ...lovee...sayangg sgt2x..sape tak sayang atok..huhu now im left with all the memories..most recent ones was in mlake during my cousin engagement ceremony..dier seyhat..muker nyer tenang..to shorten it..i was lucky enuff to be able to see arwah..n kiss on her forehead..pemergian nyer tidak ku jangke...tetapi apa kn daya...akuh jiwaku perlu redha dgn ketentuannye.that tuhan lebeh menyayangi dier...semoge roh arwah di cucuri rahmat..keberkatannye...

to all the readers...yg muslim

*sedekah al-fatihah untuk arwah atok saye.ye..Maimon binti Abd Jalal*

trime kaseh byk2x....

thats all.....

ini semua dugaan dr tuhan yg maha adil lagi maha berkuasa...

akuh sbg hamba..perlu kuat untuk meneruskn kehidupan ini even tho...i noe it is hard..

sadness in my life just got worsed..huhu

S E D E H P I L U ......

toodles..

~withloveriena~