reality of life

ailo0o my dearest reader..

[o0opsie its gonna be a loong entry...saper nk g toilet dulu di persilakn heheh]

alrite last week was quite hectic for me..n my friends laaa especially yg tak habeh2x presentation n simulated teaching..haha im getting used to all of these things..

my simulated teaching was simple..but im glad that everything went well..the way we planned laa..may be a bit off here n there...but nevermind me n my partner compliment each other..thankss soo much nicholas..:) really enjoyed working with ya!!!

basically my life is just about to get a bit ease...tak sempat nk tarikk nafas...workshop is coming up..on the 9th of april...as usual lots lots  of preparation we need to do...going to school its not about delivering knowledge..but the knwlegde needs to eb delivered in the most interesting and creative way...soo mari pecah otak..ahah pk activity...that will captured the childrens attention.."we are well versed that children attention spend are short"...haha teacher sgt2x da nie riena....

alrite..saturday yg baek for me...we went to old town..get somethink to eat..its more like brunch..hehe..i stuff my self with the superb nasi rendang ayam..n xi mut milk tea.sedapp...then we go on chatting n chatting...waser lame sgt2x tak chat about life..eventho..in reality mmg duduk satu rumah but then we rarely had a chance to speak from our heart..i feell soo lucky to have met them"friends"...in my journey to persuit my higher education..they have been there for me..yupp2x okeh jgn sedeyh bah...hehe..neway they are great peoples..with such a big heart..we kinda share thots on how our life wud be...since three of us are still single..n available..n we can never predict what will happen to us in future...

it kinda make me scared...:) i noe after posting we could never sit like these anymore..mesti pergi haluan masing2x...ade family sendri n agenda sendri...mungkin ade yg terus n trus berbakti pada negare mungkin ade yg further study..get their master and mungkin housewife we never know....its all in GOD's hand...

tanpa riena sedari tggai minggu depan jerk..kiter akn berada di maktab...the last week...of me being a student in the block tesl...coz after this n hopefully...we all sail thru..to get in UM. its just a mixture of sadness n happiness..i grow old n mature here..this is the place where i gain my confidence to talk in front of the classroom...and sorta voice out my opnion..i change a lot..n i know i did...i really feel the confidence of being a teacher is within me now..before this i never dream to be a teacher...like seriusly..its notmy forte at all..hehe..but then to look at the bright side.i do have the quality to be one[sedikit2x]..and GOD had made my journey to be like this..i really appreciate it...its the best and the right choice ive made in my life...o0o0 yeah my parents play an important role in making me the way i'am today..thnks mum n dad..they are just great great parents i could never ask for more.they always give me  the never ending support to me..which makes me stronger to lead my path as a future teacher...

here college...is where i found my love.and its also the place where tragic do happen.it hurts but thats the best way."we respect each other decision"..i always thot of true love and never ending happiness  that only happens in fairy tales..like serisuly..it never crossed my mind to fell in love...here in college..but the power of love as human being we can never halang...the feeling wants to be loved n need to be loved..is always there..soo i fell in love sooo in love with this guy...hes just different..i dunno how to describe..but he has the quality..that i like...n love..hehe.."jgn sedeyh riena please continue wrtings"..my love story ..lets keep it private..hehe..while many of my friends do find love n still remain inlove...madly inlove....but i noe sumhow GOD have a better plan for me n him.."sometimes the hardest thing is the right things-quote it from him"......im learning to let go...little by little...

here in college....i also learned to be a person..i mean..we can't always have it our way..soo i learn toleration is a powerfull tools to solved things out..kehidupan makan hati n telan hati muntah hati...da biaser..u just need to bear with it..whether u want it or not..cumer we are human being again im not purrfect...soo i noe let things out..so harsh...i noe that show the other side of me..which i inherit from my dad.panas baran..huhu...i try to be someone better each time..i think about it..lots of things we gone thru togetehr as a cohort..it all started in tesl day...time tuh semua innocent..lagik...tak nmpk true colours lagikk..soo maseh bley tahan...cope with everybody emotion...then we did mini conference...which was a BIG SUCCESS to ur chort 4..we even stayed until nite to make sure thinsg are organized..for teh next day..then we went to PENANg for .english Camp..we were teh only maktab yg antr kesemua budak TESL..waaahh mmg havoq giller time tuh..byk giller kenangn kt penang..pasal biasness..pastu kiterog amuk kt senior dorg...beshh giller hauhauha..but every action we did we are aware of why we did it..we just want to be treated fairly..smapi skrunk riena ingt makanan tak ckup tok mktb kiterog..n then the fliers..were like hell...sumpah....kena koyak2x giler tabur kn atas meja..n even my friends..even showed to the editor of the fliers..n u now what..tue laa org kater maen ngn api..soo bdak tuh nangeh..haha humiliating sgt2x..nangeh la plak...time treasure hunt...pon...maen2x jerk..pastu berhujan rmaii2x..naek bus kesejukan..hehe beshh laa terigt...

[sedeyh pon ade..nanti kt um dapat raser lagik tak eyh...close bond nieh.or is it goin to be a whole new beginning.??]

here in college.....we went to pangkor with maktab lecturers..trip to pangkor island..for[pendidikan luar@outdoor education] one of the kenangan yg tak mungkin luper smpai bile2x..beshh sgt2x...ketepikn sementare benda yg tka besh...kt pangkor kiter semua one big family...its more like brothers n sisters .punya style hidup..the guys care for the gurls...always look out..benda yg riena terharu sgt2x..time kt PL smeua bekerjasama...masak2x sma2x..kalo yg saket ade kawan akn tlg jenguk n jage...feeling of togetherness nie yg akn riena ingt smpai biler2x..mesti terasr kehilangan dat kind of feeling..drifting apart nnt smapi UM..sbb..cohort riena..rmai laki..but all of them, are baek2x...in terms of being caring..and look out on the gurls..gentlemen to be precised..dorg nmpk jekr nakal..ske wat hal..tdor dlm lectures..tuh biaser da tgk tapi..humanity dorg nie tggi...even gurls..all of them...i love them all..they are like my sisters here..mmg la lumrah kehidupan tak semua org kiter akn ngam...n ok with but.they still make up the 73 of us.. i noe that in when i grow older i have somethink to share with my children..we have to value the people surround us yg rapat ke yg tak rapat ke orr yg suam2x jekr rpaatnye..we never knw org yg paling kiter tak ske dia laaa yg tolong kiter..its just reality kehidupan yg kiter kna hadapi what so ever....~sigh.......i continue to be in sedeyh sedeyh mode~..

woweeee..pnjgn sket entry kali nie...yup...

soon it will be over..

soon we will start a new life in um..

soon things will change...

soon i will need to adapt to the new environment

soon its never going to be the same

soon i will change and peoples around me will change for the better perhaps

soon i will be more mature to handle my problem

soon i will finished my studies...[like finally!]

soon i will graduate with all my beloved darlings n sweethearts[73's of us one band one sound]

soon we will be posting .......all around Malaysia..

soon we will be busy leading our own life ..getting married.,having a few babies.

[unconciousness~we tend be further apart due to hecticness of life and distance]

soon we are left ALONE AGAIN just the same way we first enter COLLEGE.....:(

all i can say is......thats the REALITY OF LIFE....

enuff of mumbling....cik riena oi...

toodles...

~withloveriena~

p/s: esok nk g cariik uma sewa.. kt...UM wish me luck!!