moment yang pelik

penah x rasa..

ada satu moment yang

someone just bring the matter [old matter] back in the conversation

and

u just

feel like ur numb

and

u dont feel like

saying anything

or even response..

in ur heart u just want

the conversation to be over

or sometimes

u just dont feel comfortable when the

matter is being talked about

again

again and again~

its not that you dont care

but at times u just feel malas

nak contribute anything

yang boleh

timbul kan balik

the feeling of hatred.

or u just dont know what to say

and you keep quiet and just

watched and show a sincere

concerns towards the matter.

its even harder u wanted to say something

that

is against ur will.

mungkin this kind of matter had happened to any of you out there??

what did you guys do?? ermm

have a nice day :)

[sharinawithlove]

p/s: im glad he'd understand.. :)

ending

salam everyone,

waaah da sgt berhabuk kot blog nie..

i havent posted anything ever since..

guess what?? i think im gonna start blogging again..

right now..i can call officially call my self

unemployed/penanam anggur yang baru...

semuanya bakal berakhir..mungkin segalanya..

enam tahun belajar..

byk mengajar aku tentang kehidupan..reality

salah satunya..kita tak mungkin dapat memuaskan hati semua org

dan kita mesti tidak dapat menjaga hati semua org

pasti ada yang terluka

pasti ada yang terasa.

dan tidak semua benda kiter boleh luah kan

ade benda mmg bgus di diamkan..

byk jugak air mata yang di tangisi selama enam tahun belajar..

tidak kisah laa pasal pelajaran kee

pasal berchenta kee..gaduh kee mana2 laa..

terasa dengan kawan ke..

kawan mara kee..

lecturer reject pape kee...

presentation yang hambar...wish i could do it again..

tapi sangat seronok berkawan..

like seriusly...throughout enam tahun nie mmg byk yang di tempuhi bersama..

byk jugak gelak tawa byk jugak air mata mengalir...

banyak jugak tekanan...tp semuanya indah bila pikir

mereka nie laa yang ada dan terima aku seadanya..

semua org ada kelebihan dan kekurangan

semua org ada opinion dan pandangan tersendri..

banyak kelemahan yang perlu aku baiki.

semalam merupakan hari yang terakhir aku bergelar pelajar..

lepas nie tunggu posting dan kat mana laa aku dapat

lepas tuh berkhidmat untuk bangsa negara..

jumpaaa kembali kanak2x comel...

umpama kaen puteh yang suci dan perlu di coraakkan...eceh..

okeh laaa cukup laa takat nie,,

i'll continue again..

in the next post.

hiippp hurrrrraaaaaaaaayy!!!

seronok sgt!!

[sharinawithlove]

p/s: entry with most words in BM :)

he said

my future is U

my women is U

my mom sits next to U

I LOVE BOTH OF U

p/s: i was in my happy tears.

thank you sayang for making it possible for me..:)

care

we

dont care

much

about

each other

anymore...

im just saying.

im just saying~

hidup

Do we not have a chance ??

You ask me how my day was as if it is same everyday

I say Im okay but you really dont know how I feel

Do you think i’ll be okay without you?

Are you okay without me?

The world without you is so hard that I blame myself for still breathing

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Are we too late? Do we not have a chance?

I still think about you and you might not know this

Finally is this it? Are we going to end like this? Is it okay with you?

I don't think I can do it. The love I find is with you, I wont find it anywhere even if I die

What should I do? If it isn't you no one else can hold my heart

Please hold me. And you know that even though the whole world tries to

No one can erase our memories. So please hold me

What should I do? Even now, I live each painful days because of your words

Tell me if this is a bad thing to do

Are you living each day painfully like I am?

You and me

Is it too late? Do we not have a chance?

For me, I still think about you, and you might not know this.

The possible future, we never know.

[withloveriena]

p/s: I'm easily hurt I'm sorry.