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hello salam 

to you all....:)

pernah x terpikir...

pasal jodoh??

we'll my routine sejak akhir2x nie...

among my buddies...we kinda start talking bout life...n future...

where we will be posted....sigh~~

out of my counciousness.....i rase tak sedap hati...

really really dunno what to expect..

i dun even know whose my future husband..where i;am going to spend my whole life with him..

really really speechless...

termenung jap...kadang2x terpk.. gak....am i dat old to be thiking about all this stuff?? or it is about time to get mature...hhahah

im soo not MATURE...

obviously..my first aim...i want graduate..

kadang2x berimpian nnt graduate...ade bersama org tersayang[family & boyfriend] berangan ja....calon pon tak de...akuh rasa at that time it wud be ok to have someone special by ur side..its gonna be a sweet memory...:)

we'll thats just my angan2x..kalo di makbul kan...amin!!!

alright...talking bout future makes me dizzy...MIGRAINE..haha..

gossshh time flies..next semester i'l be doin my practical..as real teacher ..

yikes!! it strikes..me btol ke jadik teacher nie hehe...

i cant wait for tomorrow!!..[going to FRIM]

bangun awal nak masak bihun...yeay!!! picnic time!!!

bye my dearest reader!!..

till then..

will write more.,...

huugs n kissess..

[withloveriena]

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ai everyone..

salam to you all..

yup!!

it weekend...

im a homey type of person..

i can just stay laying on my bed for the rest of d day.

its not productive i noe..

but then

that's the only thing u can do when

ur money is OUT...

I MEAN REALLY REALLY OUT...

so life is unpredictable..

u can always plan what u want.

usually what u have planned so well

doesnt work out so

im really in a state where i dun plan..

may be for this year..

sick of planning..n things just dun go ur way..[tired of it]

people kept asking me whats my resolution for this year..

okeh..for ur info..basically i wanted to renew my resolution ..

haha

• 1=i dun want to procrastinate my work.. which i usually do..[bad bad habit]
• 2=i need to loose my weight I'm FAT huuhu..[gain confidence huahauh]
• 3=may be work smart to improve my grades..which had fallen deep deep into the hole.
• 4=be more care full with my words..coz not all people can accept the way we portrays our words
• 5=call my mum n dad at least once a week...[i need to promise my self.coz sometimes i got carried away with my works...]
• 6=LESS SINS..may be..be more of muslimah lengkapkn pe yg wajib...sbg insan bergelar Islam.
• 7=be more thrifty perhaps.....but i cant help it I SOOO LOVE SHOPPING!! esp hangbags n shoes..
• 8=love??steady love perhaps..may be i will be ready this year..to open up my heart to love someone...[pray for me yeah]
• 9=be more grateful with what i have......kurang kan merungut...[i sometimes hate my self...i always want more.....sigh~~ manusia kan..]
• 10= save money.......i want holiday!! with my guppies..since this wud the last full year wie would be together!!..muaaaaaaaahh.....love them soo much..it hurts!

alright ...enough of me mumbling..

i just hope i can at least achieve..half of it..

it wud be great..:)

ok time to go...

muaaaaaaaahh!

[withloveriena]

saya dan hidup

salam.

lama tidak ku jenguk...

blog aku nie..

da nak sem..

semakin busy..laaa...

laptop time2x camnie laa wat hal..

kadang2x tak paham ..

hidup slaloonya

jackpot....

sabar sahaja mampu..

its already the second week of my new semester...

so far so good..

started my new year...with all the good hopes..

semoga aku di rahmati selalu...

aku rasa macam tenang pon ada..

tak pedulikan sgt sekeliling..

just living my life..

alhamdulillah...akuh da settle appeal paper resource ku yg jackpot.

sekarang tggal berdoa smoge result akuh lebih baek..[AMIN]

thanks kat kawan akuh kilod..teman akuh turun naek..SKET

gilaa laa ari pertama of new sem. busy gille..

im hoping for a great sem..

n lulus dgn baeknya...semester ini......

tahun baru....pe azam?eyh?

renew jaa kot..

k laaaaah people will update..later

salam...

muaah muahh...

[withloveriena]

n.e.r.v.o.u.s b.r.e.a.k.d.o.w.n

its the season again.........
nervous....

[r.e.s.u.l.t]

nothing much to say
my life??

b.o.r.e.d

especially when ur b.r.o.k.e

i dunno when is the allowance goi9ng to be out...
sigh~~

feels like shopping
but
then........

its weird..
when u dont have the money in the bank...
ur desire to shop till u drop sgt tinggi.

tapi da "drop" so mcm mana nak shop...kan..


i'am still at home..

unfortunately everything is cancel especially the vacation part..
everyone is b.u.s.y
next week i'll be heading to Malacca for 5 days i think laa its for my cuzzie's weddings...
hopefully it will turn out the way she wants it to be..amin..

sometimes my days are brighten by my so called virtual friend...fafa..
coz everytime when its holiday..i'l be connected to her.
since she has internet connection its much much easier to gossips....if not
im left a.l.o.n.e..

 thats all from me..

take care 

muahh n hugsss...

[withloveriena]

sunday = car wash n polish day...

alrite its SUNDAY..as sundae...

ermm yummy wud it be..

my sunday..i woke up as early as 6 o'clock in the morning..

quite early in holidays season..but then have to..

my mum is going to kl around 10..and kinda need to help out..iron her clothes..my mum is having her exam on Monday..wishing her all the best..:)

my whole family is furthering their study..its a healthy way of life...my dad finishes his phd..which me, my self didnt know that now he is known as Dr.Azman..now, until i pick up a call and it was adress like this"may i speak to Dr..please??huh? i was like...in shocked..whose in my family is a  dr??..as far as im concern my mum do work with hospital thinggy...but shes statistician not a dr...im aware of that..haha....

then..time tuh laaa bru i tahu..my dad rupenya..anyway..im so proud of him.i see him as someone who almost complete his life..especially in education hes gone thru many experiences.he also gives me advices which i think im very lucky..:)..neway, way to go DAD!!..u've cross the limit..!!success..and its time for me??




chewahh...insyaALLAH...

arini....lepas sent my mum for her flight ..I came back home...ingt nak berehat ngntok serius...tak tahan mata nie..then my dad ajak basuh kereta and polish...gille kan penat...saket belakang nie..sape nak urut??ishh....tak pe..seronok main air haha...tapi panas laa...:P berjemur sket..haha neway i had fun spending time with dad..he taught me some stuff bout cars..the maintainance and everything..minyak hitam..carburator, air filter...macam2x lagik..if i dun start spending time with my dad...bila lagik kan...lepas nie da nak naek semester...which i seldom balek jb..but again my dad always said..im still his little gurl haha...sbb ada nyamuk td ..i mmg enenmy ngn nyamuk..takkkk suke.,dr kecik my dad kata i mmg ngn nyamuk berjodoh...nyamuk ska i.. huhu

I had a great day so far...

now im getting a bit dizzy da mula ngntok...haha

i'll write more...muaaahh love n hugs muaahhh xoxo

p/s:saya seram sejuk laaaaa huhu result nak kuar

[withloveriena]

an hour I swallowed a lot of things

hello everyone..

hopes everything is ok...

well,from the title u wud figure out that..

its all about things ive been eating..

am i rite??

unfortunately..it was all about the "looong chat"between me my brother and my mum...

it was a great chat indeed..it has been a looong time we havent get to do all this family things..

honestly...

i misseddd it soo much 

it made

me CRY.......

i cried ..it was a mixture of feelin joy happiness and everything..la.

we kinda discuss about what were going through lately.. in terms of..way of life..

my life

my brother's life

my mum and dad....

what's basically on their mind..right now..especially when "we"refers to me n my bro,are not at home..and how things change to better or worse..

it was more like a reflection..that only family can discuss about it..[i think u noe what i mean]..we also touches  on the sensitive parts..like how well im doing in kl..how do i bring my self to the society n more...

my brother got his "highlights"...smoking of course..we didnt blame on him for everything he does..we basically talk it out..without any anger or sense of biasness...luckily it work out perfectly...syukur alhamdulillah..:)..hopefully he will keep his promises...i noe i will keep mine..

one thing that made me laugh...when my mum told me..that my dad went to "watson"just look for the price of my toiletries..haha funny sgt..sbb i told my dad..it was quite expensive..i didnt know he would go all that way..paling lawak..die ckp mahal...Loreal shampoo nie...heheh pastu told my mum..anak kita ske kot barang mahal..haha..luckily..he was not angry he was just too curious when i told him,,"jadik perempuan ayah byk gak guna duet"...i had a concrete reason...why i choose that brand..its not because i like branded things but..for the time being it suits me..may be i'll change..and it last longer..i can guarantee u that.:)

today was the first day my mum is actually at home..ouhh yeah..loads of thing happens..includes "mother and daughter talk" hahah....selalunya banyak pekara KANTOI time nie...haha pdan muka..i can never really hides things from my mum,SHE JUST KNOWS ME BETTER....haha

alrite i will stop here...

write more later....

p/s:craving for cookies and creme ice cream..yummy!!!

take care..

xoxox muaaah n hugs to u..all

[withloveriena]

my days in..lorong datuk menteri....

hello people..

(lorong dato'menteri refers to my house)

yeah..great it's December..end of the year,,,

new year is coming,...again with new resolution...new stuff new motiovation..new strength...and........

NEW ME!!! single and available....hahah...

i do love being single coz u can have the worlds to you...yet

the feelin of lonely....yeahh...i couldnt agree moree...it devastating but ive gone through the bitter and sweet of it...

now..im occupied...che waah...:) i dun have an official bf..but if u guys perasan ive been mentioning...great friend n sweetheart....that particular person is very near to my heart..we dun give title to our what so ever relationship...but that particular person knows where he/she is in my heart n life...so do he/she...well mostly the rest we keep to our self...

what I can tell you he/she made my day everyday....sweet as honey.,.che waahh jiwang lak....:)..

life now??its very relaxing...online..and as always my life starts at 10'clock in the morning...im loving the spacious and tak menyakitkan belakang...bed,for the past few days ive been busy in teh evening cooking for dinner..yeahh..sometimes im proud of my self how i managed to cook all sort of dishes..nobody taught me how to cook..well i just do..i loove cooking....inherit from my mum may be laa..but still amateur...haha...

since my life is a bit boring nowadays...ive been thinking to dye my hair...i mean totally dye it..all over...but dunno what colour...still looking through few hair colour dat wud suits my skin..and i want everything colour..even my nails....haha ive been wanting and adore orange...i mean like tangerine methalic woweee it must be nice..skin food sells the best of it..all of these wildest dream need to put aside since..im BROKE ok...no money in bank in the pocket also..haha

ouh yeah this week its all about registration..im afraid the result is gonna be out anytime sooner..haha..sucks..i hate the feelin..all i can pray for is..yg terbaik....dats all...lulus dgn baik...amin.....to the readers out there...pray for me will ya??....thank u.

alrite...enough of me mumblim crappin...

im sad hockey is not one of the koke in UM...huhu

nevermind.......im gonna be soo indulge in GAMELAN..believe it or not..am taking it ....for next semester...yeay!!! main ketuk2x ilang tension che waaaaah!!!..

muaaahh hugs n kisess...to u all..

take care..have a great day ahead!!

create more memories for 2009...before it leaves us...

[withloveriena]